★ You're Not Sorry ,

16.01
how bored my life are when i am doing nothing at home and wanted to go out but with nobody?
all those go out is oni lan and lan and lan... boring life.. i wan go out~~~~
nothing to blog as nothing has happen with me jus at home.. byes
how i wish i could be sick so tht u can care abt me more..
boring life

i am seriously thinking one thing.
why do u always not wan to go out or tired when it is going out with me..
and when it is ur friend u cfm will go out no matter wat.. i jus dun understand..

13.01
woke up around 9plus.. then was suppose to head towards kumar house first de but she is meeting jasmine then we two meet her at 2o'clock lo.. head dwn to plaze sing done his sim card , ate our brunch then we went back home took our stuff then head to kumar house barh.. saw jasmine inside too.. haha.. kumar say me alot sia.. sigh so bad de result so i have no rights to talk back luh.. i diam diam.. dunno why kumar half way suddenly talk abt someone who use to be in kumar and she is in my class.. her business have nothing to do with me.. u dun allow our relationship in our past then why now u still talk alot sia? she is completely out of my mind liao.. but the moment u talk abt her then all flash back.. she want noe my marks for fuk? -.- and i let her saw it on tht day itself liao lo.. or u trying to tell kumar tht u are better then me? haha watever i admit in watever ways i lose to you.. but it have nothing to do with me...
YOU always made me think alot.. i lie on th sofa did not move.. alot of stuff went into my mind..
4.30pm we three went off.. home sweet home.. btw still thanks kumar for helping me with my course.. lets hope everything will be fine and i can get in!

14.01
bored! woke up ard 6.30am.. but i heard th alarm clock as msg then i press away and it keep ringing.. tot who so kp early morning msg me lyk siao.. -.- stupid me.. went out of home at 7am.. made my way to nic house reach his house ard 7.30am.. waited him to ready then made our way to chamber.. dota obviously.. sian.. played two draft.. ppl jio de.. we win :]
head over to shawn house slack.. i din plan to go gym with them.. but i tag along , as waiting for her lo.. and i waited til 3plus.. no msg , no reply.. i msg her and she sae she with her friend going for lunch.. wtf.. i waited so long and i am damn tired... can tell me earlier so i can went back home and take a nap.. damn pek chek.. still rmb before school starts i msg her mostly meeting her , msg me after school.. in th end is i msg her.. always lyk tt.. am i so easily to tio scam? i dun lyk kite but it always fly me off... pekchek then heckcare.. at gym slack then they wan to go chamber as hardly all 5of us is around.. so around 4pm me xian nic zc htet went to chamber again.. we played til 7.30pm then went home.. got alot of phone call.. as i haven been out of home since morning.. went home then everyone seems weird.. i dun lyk tt feeling tht i am being left out , treated very cold.. (especially u) heckcare them too.. as i was really not in th mood since afternoon.. then bathe ate my dinner then i use my com.. submitted my jpsae and jpsa liao.. god bless me.. hope i will went in..
well i am going to slp le.. as promise..
anyway , lastly ,
I LOVE RUQING <3

to xxian: saturday i dun think u and ur two more friend will help dao lo.. they all there alot leh.. if u still wan go there have "FUN" then becareful.. me this brother worry u

13.01 - 3.00am
few more hours and i am gonna wake up liao and i am not sleeping yet.. heh..
nothing much today.. woke up by weijing cause his sim card spoil then ask me go over.. osonothing much.. no eat then ihead over to his house.. went home eat my brunch then went to his house again.. played maple awhile then come to my house plae dota.. plae til 7plus went home then i started to staring into th blank space..
plae maple with weijing as he nothing to do then i acc him lo.. plae til 1.30am then he went to slp liao.. sigh.. BORED!
Kaiying called me.. askin me whether tmr want to go.. sigh everyone got a gd grade but not me.. why? T.T obviously i told her my result and i wont join them to JC open house.. chatted awhile and she comforted me siol.. ahhhaaha thnx :D
well have to slp le.. 9plus have to head over to kumar house to ask her abt th course.. nights guys

i dunno wat i am up to.. th moment i heard th name i started to be weird doin crazy stuff lyk nobody business. sigh.. hope i wont wake up :]
O's sux.. fkfkkfkfkfkffkkfkfkfkfkfkfkfkfk FML!

u dun even care abt me.. -.-

emo-ing for th whole day.. emo tmr oso barh :)
its been long since we went out
its been long since we chatted on th phone

10.01 - 12.45

its a sunday! and tmr taking result -.-

damn fast lo.. as days are near my heart beat faster.. ):

later should be going out barh? i not sure.. maybe u dun have th mood to go out barh...

ytd a saturday.. woke up at 2pm.. jing called me go nyp walk walk.. so i follow them.. walk around aimlessly.. waited zonghan come then we go amk lan plae.. plae for less then 2hr barh then we went home and it was $4 lo.. haha going no money liao..

went home yx and jing went to eat dinner then i went home.. pekchek halfway.. but i heckcare la.. plae com then plae til now.. sigh..

currently no mood.. byes

still u jus kip everything frm me..

i tot of asking u tmr.. but after seeing ur blog.. i am not going to..

i feel tht frm th start of 2010.. theres a large gap between us.. i try to get near u but u kip push me away..

i am really tired of moving on..

i dun wan to cry silently every night

help me

Mr.Pork

06.01

woots.. ytd went to slp at 12plus.. but was unable to fall asleep then ard1plus then sleep..

woke up at 6am.. msg my dearest piggy then th msg DID NOT SENT! then i went back to slp.. WTH woke up at 7am... brush teeth then went to see my phone and it did not send -.-

LALALALLALALALALAA..... went to chamber to plae lan at 8 to 1plusplus barh.. $7.20

went home ate brunch.. then afk.. emo.. daydreaming infront of my com.. dunno wat to do... sigh.

now no msg in my phone...

lalala.. bored..

BYES~~~